Monday, January 19, 2004

Angel
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.


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Sunday, January 18, 2004

Had a hunch that Man-U-re will lose to Wolves tonight... Wanted to buy a bet against the Man-U-re but just couldn't find a betting booth. Went off to Beach Road, Takashimaya, then Far East with my group of friends to buy more new year clothings. Bought a pair of brown jeans at Taka.. and we left off to Plaza Singapura as my friends wanna watch Jam X. So we set off by foot from Far East to P.S.
I ain't really interested to watch the rock band final competition, but just tagged along expecting nothing but just 8 finalists strumming and drumming away. BUT, a pleasant surprise separated my group of friends away from me for an hour. The pleasant surprise? Someone who I've not met for a long time! It's a she... and it's Jean Danker!!! You guessed it... It's the famous Perfect10 DJ! Before I could walk up to her, she lifted her head up after hanging on her phone, and called me out unexpecting me. For the 1st 30 minutes, she was busy doin' her rooving reports and hosting the radiocard roadshow. But it's so noisy as the radiocard tent was caught in the middle of a noisy dragon dance and a noisy competition held by Power 98. BOoooooooOOooOoOOoooooooo~!!! So Jean was given the green light to rest and wait till it's no longer too noisy for her to compete with 2 noisy powerhouses. We chatted for 30 minutes with her pausing to do her rooving report on air after every 10-15 minutes. Then a final speech of promotion before we bid farewell.
Ain't sure what's happening nowadays, friends who haven't seen me for some time always have something in common to mention when we meet. And so Jean does the same thing...

Jean: What happened to your hair? Did you curl it?
I: Nope.
Jean: You mean it's natural?
I: Yup! It's natural.
Jean: Oh! It's so curly! But what's the longest length you'd grown it to?
I: This is my longest I've grown it to...
Jean: So why don't you grow it longer and see how you'll look? I think it'll be kinda cool. Try it!


Hmmmmmmm..... I've been thinking of either cutting it or just trying to grow it long and see how I'll look. Comments from friends had suggested me to grow long... while some suggested a cut... but now since Jean suggested I grow it... Hey hey... I think I've made up my mind and go for it. I'm gonna grow it longer! But I'm beginning to feel how frustrating it's turning out to be day by day. Well... I'll just have to endure for the next few months then... Till then, I'll know how I'll look like..

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

EUREKA!!!!!!!! I've found my 1st inspiration!!! My 1st flame of hope just lit up!!! It's the song that's been playing on my blog!!! Those lyrics in the song! Just what I've to think over about what's happening! Those words of wisdom and advice! That's it!

Don't Stop Dancing
At times life is wicked and I just can't
see the light
A silver lining sometimes isn't enough
To make some wrongs seem right
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again

But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many
feel this way

Children don't stop dancing
Believe you can fly
Away... away

At times life's unfair and you know
it's plain to see
Hey God I know I'm just a dot in
this world
Have you forgot about me?
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again

But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many
feel this way

Am I hiding in the shadows?
Forget the pain and forget the sorrows

But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many
feel this way

Children don't stop dancing
Believe you can fly
Away... away

Am I hiding in the shadows?
Are we hiding in the shadows?
A dozen days since the New Year... had a rough idea of what to expect for the remaining of the semester. The 1st week in school since the re-opening puts me under some tough life to live by. Lady Luck hasn't been visiting for quite sometime. Things don't seem to turn out well for a start. Then life came knocking hard giving me no time for the whole week. Things were just kinda hectic and there ain't any room for a breather. As seconds ticked by, minutes strolled & hours fly, as days zapped through like pages of a book... I'm nothing but jaded... Tired mind and muscles. The confusing mathematics, the puzzling chess puzzles, the energy sapping early morning wakes and late nights, and the hectic rush all week long is building time after time.
My mind ain't sharp as usual and I ain't meeting expectations people have on me. Confidence is running kinda low too and there seems to be something empty in me. Problems & more problems... Should I let myself go wild? Should I relax & think it over, only to end up blanking? Do I have multiple personailities that are all eager to show presence? I've no idea as yet... Just feeling kinda lonely sometimes... If only I've someone to relate to.. but who else when I'm unwilling to confront what I rather solve on my own? With great powers come great responsibilities. I'll just have to live life like poor Peter Parker... If only I'll let my evil take over... but that'll be like Clark Kent running away from problems. Perhaps a soulmate will help. But she ain't here in my life as yet... Maybe things will get better once I learn how to get back to being myself.
But no worries dudes! The usual cheerful mask will still be on till it wear out. Just hope it don't wear out too soon...

Thursday, January 08, 2004

Had finally booked my final theory test at SSDC today. But I'm not the only one booking for driving test, almost the whole class went to SSDC too. But most were the gals who were booking for their basic driving test. The test day for them.. 13th Feb 2004. But if you check the calender... i doubt those superstitious would wanna have a test on that day. It's Friday the 13th!!! Fellas... allow me to wish you the very GoOdiE gOoD lUcK you really may need on that day. Well... as for me, mine will be on the 28th Jan. Perhaps I may suffer earlier on the surface... but i suppose things will be picking up alot worse should I be tested later as time pass by. Haha...

Had pool with Hadi, Dennis & Kai Xiong thereafter. Ain't lucky enough when finishing the black ball until we announced the last game. And finally did I manage to win a game outta half a dozen? Haiz...

Wanted to go home until chess pal reminded me of international chess training. Got there 8 minutes late, when i thought i was 52 minutes early. Messed up 1730 with 1830... oops... Haha.. After 3 hours of chess play and analysis of gameplay with our new coach, did I find out I was actually selected by my chess pal to represent NYP for IVP. What the heck is that? I've no idea... but what I do know is it'll be an International Chess tournament among the 4 polytechnics, NTU & NUS. Too bad... my brain's kinda rusty and I couldn't produce any magic on the chess board. Hafta settle for the bench during the tournament. In other words, I am just a reserve. But what the heck... still representing NYP and hopefully... I'll get to play. If not... I'll just drug the drink of last competing player in my team. Hehehe... Just joking lah. I'll work my way up to the top 5 the rightful way ;) ... But I'll have to start oiling my brain gears and start inputing and refreshing chess knowledge once again. It's time to play The Game!!!