What's this life for? I have been thinking and wondering what's this life for? Why the difference in life among each and every one individual? Why the difference in mentality? Why the difference in understanding? Why are there so many people who can't put themselves in another person's shoes more often? Why are Man so selfish? What is happening to this world that we are living in? Why is Singapore so complacent? Why are they so arrogant? Why are they so narrow minded? Why are they so short sighted? Have they no plans in the future? Have they no vision? What's up with idols, fame and stardom? What are the youths turning into? Why are they either so naive or over confident? Why have they no sense of reality but fantasy? Have they lost their sense of respect and values in life? Is the human life returning to the basics of attraction and breeding and nothing else? Have people forgotten about the roots and vision that once set the mark to civilization? Why do people take things for granted? Is being a cool hunk or hot chick all that matters? Is love blinding the youths of this generation from the real world? Have they all forgotten about the other issues where higher priority should be given? Have they think that everything will go their way only to end up with disappoint when did not? Have they learnt to take up responsibility and stop blaming others? Why are they always all talk and no action? Even if there is action, why are they needless actions which leads to nothing for the good of others but themselves? Why are they either blind or blurred from the reality? Is society to blame? Is selfishness the main reason to the problems that exist in society? Are families to be blamed? Why are the educated behaving as unethical as the uneducated? Does education make a difference? What good a difference does it make? Is money always the issue and judgement of success? Do people care about learning the true meaning of living? Do they just see life in each passing day? Is the media to blame the spread of all these poor upbringing?
Have people actually forgotten that the people around them are actually the ones that either make or break their lives? The world? The future? The thinking? The doing? The reasons?

Sometimes, how I wish to be a simple person who only think of limited things to save myself the trouble of not offending the feelings of other people? To do just what I want and bear the consequences, then blame the others, think lowly, act poorly, yet live a life which at the very least I thought I am never in the wrong. Why do I have to think such complicated things to make things happy for everyone but myself? Why do I neglect myself? Just who am I? What is this life? What have I been saying? Been typing? Why do I have questions? And yet answers to them but not yet the complete answers I so truly wish to have? Why is it that somehow, everything links to another?

There are so many paths in this life. Yet, I feel that the one I take is so hard to associate with? What is my true personality? Where is my true self? When can I find the true me? All I can do is think and put myself in too many shoes. So many till I actually lost my own shoes. My mind is lost. Lost in the galaxy of thoughts. Lost in the confusion of mazes. Stucked in the world of life. Why can't I be just as ignorant as society is? Why can't I have a simple mind to have a peace of mind?

Age doesn't always mean experience nor wisdom. Knowledge is power. With power comes responsibilities. With responsibilities comes burdens. With burdens means stress. With stress means loss of control. With loss of control results in losing myself. Losing myself means the lost of my true identity. Lost of my identity equals to the lost of my personality. Who am I? What sort of character am I? But perhaps the less I know, the more blissful I am.

Just what is this life for?